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Weblog of Jared Holloway

Me…

Posted by jzholloway on January 6, 2010

Yes, I know, not very interesting :) , however, I feel the need to type, which is probably not a good idea, however, I still feel impelled. I have been sick over the past few days, probably my own fault, however, it has enabled me to reflect on a lot of things, as well as read Deacon Harmon;s critiques on virtually everything I have done, which ironically, I appreciate. Since no one will probably read this, I guess I can say whatever I wish, and since it is my blog, I guess it still applies… the principle I mean, I do not want to use improper grammar.

Smoke break…

I do not know how to continue… to be honest, at this present moment in time I feel like shit, but I still feel compelled for whatever reason to sit here and type. I feel that those who chose to condemn without warrant deserve the fires of hell… of which company I am included, yet thanks to the mercy fullness of God, we do not receive that punishment. I wish not to attack anyone, therefore I will attempt not to, however, I am strained by attacks on myself. To be clear, here is what I believe:

I believe in One God, the God of the Trinity and the creeds.
I believe, not in democracy, but God ruling the world, and His people taking care of it. In fact, I believe democracy is an evil. I do not believe abortion should be the forefront of a religion, nor gay marriage, or any other act, that is sin. I believe the love of God should be that forefront, above all else, and above all cost. I do not believe you can be a “pro-life” denomination, I believe you should be a denomination of love… does that include being pro-life, of course, it also includes accepting human behavior as human behavior, and that we are all sinners and have fallen short of the glory of God… I believe St. Paul said that. I do not condemn anyone who feels different, it is just my personal belief… in fact, my mown mother disagrees with me. I do not believe the Church should, or can, hide behind a government, nor do I believe the Church to expect a government to protect the people, or provide for them. I personally feel the Church has ultimately failed in this, their task. Yes, great things have happened, and yes, we will always have the poor among us, but I still believe the Church has ultimately failed. No, I do not use my father, etc as a reason or an excuse. The CEC has done everything within their power, and I appreciate that, and as far as I know, they have prayed continuously for my father’s, mother’s, and family’s well being. However, sadly, they have been inadequate, and to me, they are a picture of the Church Universal. However, they have truly been a blessing, and I do not blame them at all, they have done all they can, and in fact, I thank them, and everyone else who has stepped in to help my entire family, without them, none of us would be here. To me, I see blame placed on politicians, governments, leaders, etc… and no retrospective live at itself. I see hatred, placed on other members of the same body. I am not innocent, and for that I am truly sorry.

I am not perfect, yes, I know, nor do I claim to be. I do not know everything, and yes, though not believed by some, I am willing to discuss and argue and talk, etc about many issues. I do not claim to be an academic, though that was my goal before I had my wonderful and beautiful baby girl Katherine, and before I married my beautiful and wonderful wife Ruthanne. I still strive to learn and study, and I continue in the same excellence in my studies as I di when I was at the University of Georgia as a history and classical culture major, with a minor in religious studies. However, maybe that is the problem, I was listening to secular liberals who did not believe anything… wait, over 75% of my professors throughout college are Roman Catholics, who attend church regularly. Maybe its the books I have read… wait, I have read the majority of the CEC’s seminary list, and plenty others. Maybe… maybe, it is the fact that I do not want to be “academic,” but be honest with myself with what I believe, etc. Hell… maybe I am wrong, personally, I hope so, but it is still what I believe, and yes, I do have my reasons. It is not just from books… or lectures… or studies… but from prayer, meditation and reading the Bible. Some of it does come from outside sources… and yes, I have read the translation of the meaning of the Qur’an 7 times now, and yes, I have read the NRSV 4 times through, and I have read the Tanhak (sp? – I lost mine in the fire) 5 times through, and was working on my sixth, but alas, my apartment burned down, and they are expensive. Am I trying to toot my own horn, justify myself… to many, it may seem as such, but again, I am not… but apparently, before I open my fingers to type, I must prove I am worthy to… or to even be an individual and believe my own personal beliefs… and God forbid, express them.

I have read Christians…. Orthodox, Catholic, Protestant… and in between… Atheists, Muslims, Jews, Hindus, Native Americans, Buddhists, Taoists, Philosophers, etc… but… hey, maybe that is my problem. Maybe I should just read the great theologians, who lived 1500 years ago, and the Bible, and then maybe I will believe how I should.

P.S. – I didn’t edit the text for spelling or grammatical errors… so please forgive my naivete.

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Mama Writes Thank You Cards at Emory

Posted by jzholloway on December 22, 2009

Mama in the hospital…

Again, we thank everyone for their prayers and support!

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Charismatic Episcopal Church – Statistics

Posted by jzholloway on December 11, 2009

I have had several people ask me the statistics of the CEC, and so I finally decided to go on the website and actually figure them out. Bear in mind, these stats come directly from the ICCEC website, or, in the case of Africa, come from Patriarch Council releases, wikipedia, etc, and are mostly guesses or unconfirmed… but come close.

CEC NA

100 churches, with 50 of them in the Southeast Province. 11 active bishops, in inactive. Counting active bishops, there is a bishop for every 9.25 churches. There are roughly 171 priests and 84 deacons. 20 of the priests are chaplains. The Central Diocese has 10 churches and 2 bishop (I put Bp. Weeks here), the Northeast has 18 churches (6 of which are CEC Canada) and 2 bishops, plus the Primate’s See and the Patriarchal See. As mentioned before, the Southeast has 50 churches, 5 active bishops, and 1 retired bishop. The West has 16 churches and 2 bishops. The Southeast has the most priests with 77, followed by the west with 29, followed by the Northeast with 26 (6 are CEC Canada), followed by the Central with 13. The Society of St. Dismas has 6 churches with 7 priests.

Brazil has 37 churches, 4 bishops and a guess at 39 priests. Deacons are not listed on the website

The Philippines has 41 churches, 5 bishops and 44 priests. Again, finding the exact number of deacons (a lot) and priests is difficult.

Europe has 27 churches, 2 bishops (Philippines), 17 priests, and 6 deacons. It is important to note that the majority of the European Church are actually under the jurisdiction of the Philippines.

The whopper, Africa. Last report I found, from like 2002, had the number of churches at over 1300. I listed it at 1100 to be conservative. According to the Wikipedia page listing bishops, there are 22, making them have 50% -1 (Bp. Prakash makes the total number of active bishops 45) of all the ICCEC bishops. They are represented by Abp. Jones of Alabama who heads the IDA. Bp. Njoroge is assistant (I think that is the term) Patriarchal Legate to Africa.

The Patriarch’s Council -
The Patriarch, His Beatitude Craig Bates
Primate, Abp. Hines (Philippines)
Primate, Abp. Garcia (Brazil)
Archbishop Jones (USA, IDA)
Bishop Kessler, General Secretary (USA)
Bishop Davidson (USA)
Bishop Njoroge (Africa)
Bishop Prakash (Pakistan)

4 of the 8 members are USA, each national church (3 – CECNA, CEC Philippines, CEC Brazil) has their Primate on the council. Africa and Pakistan are represented. European churches other than the ones under Abp. Hines are represented by Abp. Jones as head of the IDA. 11 bishops are represented by 4 on the council, 34 bishops are represented by 5 bishops on the council.

The total number of churches in the ICCEC are somewhere between 1300 and 1700, with the vast majority in Africa. The Southeast province outnumbers every national church in the communion – not counting any churches in Africa – with both bishops and churches, except of course the CECNA of which they are apart, but again, they account for half of the churches, almost half of the bishops, and around 30% of the clergy.

Finally, again, most of this is guesswork, but it is close to the real numbers.

JZ Holloway

P.S. If you want a file version of the stats I compiled, send me your email address and I will be more than happy to email them to you.

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A Response to a Criticism

Posted by jzholloway on December 2, 2009

Recently, well, yesterday actually, I was criticized, even “accused” of somethings that I wish to clarify. First, however, I will say this. I know I am not perfect, I know at times I have been hot-headed, irrational, irresponsible, and out of line. Hopefully, at those times, when merited I have apologized, if not, than I apologize now. Here is the statement posted after I wrote I would not support or sign the Manhattan Declaration:

Chic Harmon
That’s sad, considering you certainly advertise your brewery’s.
Yesterday (Tuesday – Dec 1, 2009) at 12:16am · Delete

Chic Harmon
You certainly have changed Jared.

You and I do not see eye to eye and in your youth, you believe you have all the answers, so it is futile for us to communicate. I cannot agree with one who is so willing to vehemently defend Muslims against his own people.

I cannot agree with your defeatist attitude and unwillingness to all in your power to defend the defenseless (fight the abortion fight), or to be a good citizen and exercise your political rights when necessary, but will defend Islam with all your efforts. Does not compute – especially for a bishops son. …

I do pray your dad is healed.

I am signing off now.
Yesterday (Tuesday – Dec 1, 2009) at 12:22am

First, yes, I go to breweries… and I go with family and friends, some mind you happen to be priests. And yes, I posted them on Facebook as well as my family’s blog because it was part of our trip to Georgia, to see my parents, South Carolina, to see Ruthanne’s (my wife) grandparents, and to see Fr. Steve and Judy Dundas in Virginia Beach, VA, dear friends of the family. Yes, I saw fit to post it, since it is something I personally enjoy, and it is my Facebook, and because my family also enjoyed it, as well as the other stops and visits. I do not regret posting them at all, and will in the future post more as we visit different brew houses across the Northeast and North America.

Have I changes, yes, I have moved to Rhode Island, married the most beautiful woman I know and now have a beautiful and perfect daughter.

As to seeing eye to eye, I rarely do. However, I strive to have open, honest and difficult discussions with those I come across willing to actually discuss topics rather than just make random, stupid and ignorant comments. If you want someone who will see eye to eye with you, do not come to me – not because I do not seek the truth, but because I do.

As to having all the answers… I have never claimed this. Yes, I will admit, at times it is hard to break through to me on the first, second, even third or fourth time, but if I am wrong, and it is shown to me, I will accept it and admit it. I do not claim to know anything beyond what I believe… I am not a scientist who rests in facts, but rather a believer who rests in faith.

Concerning the defense of Muslims. Do I defend their right to believe as they wish, worship as they wish??? Yes, just as the beloved Manhattan Declaration proclaims… unless it was only talking about Christians. I have not defended Muslims more than believers in Christ, in fact, if you read my blog, or buy my book, than one would realize I have written more apologies and treatises on Christianity than anything else posted… except astronomy photos… so the correct statement would be “I post more pictures of stars and the moon than I defend Christianity.” Furthermore, I believe there is a great misunderstanding among Christians, especially Evangelical (I give them caps), Fundamentalists and other “right-wing” groups. Before we trash Islam, maybe we should look at our own religious history, or better yet, actually study Islam from a university other than the one founded by Pat Robertson who recently said Islam is political, not a religion. With that same logic, I can take the Manhattan Declaration and make the same argument against Christianity. Also, for the record, I was proudly serving the United States in the United States Marine Corps (oorah… semper fi!) on the day Sept. 11, 2001 rolled around… in fact, I was in the Pittsburgh airport waiting on a plane to San Diego. I served with Muslims, I helped defeat fundamentalist Muslims (fundamentalist ring a bell??) and I can say, not all Muslims are “bad” people, or evil, or terrorists, so yes, I will defend the dignity of people who are honorable and who defended this country, etc. Lastly, I do not defend anyone against my “own people,” what the hell does that mean anyways… my “own people”…. sounds full of hatred and bigotry to me… sounds racist and un-Christian… but hey, what do I know right?

Next, I am not a defeatist…. nor a realist… nor a conservative… nor liberal… nor a populist… nor a libertarian… nor a republican… now a democrat… American only by birth, a member of the Body of Christ. I am a member of the Kingdom of God first and foremost, nothing less, nothing more. I do not battle against flesh and blood – nations, laws, governments – but the spiritual forces of wickedness. Therefore, I do not march, but I pray. I do not rally, but I worship. I do not tell the President of the United States what to do, I pray for him, I pray God blesses him and gives him guidance and wisdom. I do not believe in democracy, I believe in God. I do not depend upon a nation, I depend on God. Furthermore, yes, if I depended on man, I would be a defeatist, for man has always let me down, yet, I do not depend on man, nor myself, I depend on God.

Concerning my willingness to defend the unborn… I take great offense to this. There is a deference between focusing on the government to change abortion and relying on God to change the hearts of mankind, etc. I am Pro-life, period. I am against abortion, euthanasia, and the death penalty. However, I will never march in a rally, protest, hold a sign, put tape on my mouth, etc. I would rather talk to those who are considering abortion, love them, offer hope, show them the Gospel and love of Christ. I would rather make them comfortable than put on a show and try to scare them off… and yes… if they do have an abortion, I will love them just the same, not judging, offering hope and praying for them, as I do everyday.

I am a “good” citizen… of the Kingdom of God. I do not need political rights to practice my faith or to worship my God. If you do, than I feel sorry for you… ask the Christians of the first 3 centuries about their political rights. Beyond that, again, I served honorably for 5 years in the United States Marine Corps… part of me is proud, part of me is ashamed, for as I search through the Scripture along my own path, Christ never advocated military service. However, I am pretty secure I fulfilled my patriotic duty to the country that I do not consider to be my first country… for again, the Kingdom of God, the Body of Christ, is my home. Yes, I pay my taxes.

About being a bishop’s son. As many know, who have read my posts, I hold my father, Bp. John Holloway (who suffered a severe stroke on June 8, 2007) in the highest regard. One thing he pushed on myself, as well as all of my siblings is to always learn, always educate oneself… that is why, after his stroke, with his blessing, I attended the University of Georgia. Just because I am a son of a bishop, a wonderful and wise man of God, does not mean I cannot, and will not form my own opinions and beliefs, in fact, my father always stressed this… never believe simply because someone told you so. I am not ignorant, mostly because of my father. My opinions, are mostly because of my father. Would he agree with me 100%… probably not, but I am sure he would have gladly sat down and had a good beer (from one of those breweries), with a good cigar, or a Nat Sherman Hint-a-Mint and discussed things with me, as he always did. He certainly would not have deleted me from his friends list, or half-assed an excuse for not being able to talk to me. My dad was a man, but first and foremost, he was a Christian… and he is one of the few who I will call a Christian… for though not near perfect, he gave all of himself for those who were in need… including at times his own family, and for that I commend him. If my father had been reading my posts… he might not agree, but he would be proud, for his son is walking in his calling, for he told me so just last week.

Now a rant… if I am so permitted… wait, this is my blog, so I am :)
What does being a child of a bishop half to do with anything??? We are human like the rest of everyone else, including the bishops. We have children out-of-wedlock… or at least get the girl pregnant (my case…. and I am happily married to my “babies mama”)… we screw up, we lose faith, we struggle… even more than some because WE ARE BISHOPS KIDS. If you want to get “spiritual,” the warfare would be even worse for us because of who our fathers are… if you are going to be religious, do not be ignorant.

Anyways… to finish, one final thought on the “Manhattan Declaration.” My brother pointed this out… it is ironic that the document used by Dr. Martin Luther King (who also became a deist before he died denying the divinity of Christ… and btw…. look at his FBI files) was for equality among all people, and yest, it is being used in a document, though “religiously correct,” promotes inequality politically.

Lastly, thank you to everyone for the prayers for my father and my family.

JZ Holloway

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The Providence Treatise

Posted by jzholloway on December 2, 2009

The Providence Treatise

I the undersigned, by the grace of God, acknowledge and pledge the following, knowing full well without Christ these things are impossible:

Preamble

I acknowledge that I am a fallen human being, born into this world with the scar of Original Sin. Simply, I am a sinner who is far from perfect, who has committed sin and will, in the future, sin again. However, through the sacrifice, love and grace of God the Father, through His Son, Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit, I have been redeemed, born a new creation in Him, clothed in His righteousness. I am no longer a citizen of this world, but a citizen and member of the Kingdom of God, the Body of Christ. No man is at the head of this Body, but Christ Himself who sits at the right hand of the Father, reigning victorious over all of creation.

I acknowledge that, as St. Paul in his letter to the Ephesians points out, that my battle is not against flesh and blood, but against the spiritual forces – Principalities, Powers, and Dominions – that rule this world. The scripture gives a prime example of these forces by describing the entanglement between the Archangel Gabriel and the Prince of Persia on his way to reach the prophet Daniel with the word of God. Only through Daniel’s continued praying, and with the intervention of the Archangel Michael, was Gabriel able to reach Daniel. This example, I believe, is the picture of what we, as believers, face everyday when we face this world. This is where the battle lay, within the spiritual realm, manifested withing the physical world.

I acknowledge that the Gospel of Christ is this: That before the foundations of the world, Christ was sacrificed to bring reconciliation between man and God, and between God and His creation. God is not mad at us, God does not count man’s sins against him, God loves mankind and will never leave nor forsake those who believe in Him. The Gospel was not only spoken through Christ in parables, but also shown through Christ by His works. These works include healing the sick, ministering to the widow, ministering to the poor, casting out demons, and ultimately sacrificing Himself, on the Cross, for the entire world. Likewise, as a believer, I acknowledge to live up to the calling of the Church as Christian, as was the case in the ancient church in Antioch, believers must live a Christ-like life. This does not mean being perfect or sinless, only Christ Himself was sinless, however it means walking in such a manner of love, peace, and self sacrifice. To do so means that one, who is a believer, must be willing to give all things for the glory of God, for the sake of His people, and for the sake of those who are lost.

In keeping with the theme of the Gospel, I believe missions and evangelism begins at home. First and foremost with one’s family, then moving to one’s neighborhood, then to one’s city, then to one’s state/province, then to one’s nation, then throughout the world. I believe evangelism is not about “correction” or condemnation, nor is about judgment. Rather, it is about sharing Christ’s love to those around us, sharing Christ’s sacrifice to those around us, and by ministering to those around us, both believer and non believer alike. As mentioned before, this includes ministering to the sick, poor, widow, orphan, destitute, hungry, demon possessed, and all of those who need the beacon of Christ’s love to shine upon them. This does not mean just teaching the Word, but living the Word. Faith without works is dead. Evangelism by preaching alone is dead. One must reach out to their family, community and beyond. One must be willing to give all of himself, no matter the apparent consequence, in other words, one must be willing to sacrifice all. As Christ points out the widow with to mites, by giving all that she had, she gave more than the religious leaders of her day, even though they gave “more” money. To be blessed, one must give, for too much is given, more is expected. I acknowledge that this seems impossible, but again. faith without works is dead, even worse, it become irrelevant.

Concerning the Issues raised in the “Manhattan Declaration”

I

I believe that abortion and euthanasia are murder. Abortion constitutes the murder of innocent life, as well as the murder of the inheritance of God. Euthanasia constitutes the murder of our fathers and mothers, therefore breaking not only the commandment against murder, but also breaking the first commandment with promise: Honor your father and your mother.

II

I believe that the blessing of homosexual marriage by the church, or any performance of religious ceremony concerning the union of homosexuals is an abomination to God and the rites and rituals He has given us. Second, any form of fornication, whether it be homosexual in nature, or heterosexual in nature, is abhorrent to God and His Word. I believe fornication, by any means, should be handled with the same fervor and determination as any other type of fornication. I believe homosexuality cannot be singled out from the root of the issue which is sexual perversion at any level.

III

I believe that every human being has the right to believe or not to believe in anything they desire. God, in His creation of man, created mankind in His image, giving mankind free will. This allowed for the fall of man, but it also allows for the redemption of mankind through Jesus Christ. I believe a person has the right to follow any type of religious faith he desires, whether it be Christian (Catholic, Orthodox, Protestant), Islam, Buddhist, Hindu, Judaism, Gnosticism, Atheism, or any other form of spiritual or religious belief. I do not believe in forcing any one set of beliefs on anyone through word or action, however, I acknowledge as a believer in Christ that salvation comes only through and by Him. I believe in sharing the Gospel of Christ, His truth, through loving others and sharing the hope, grace, love and sacrifice of Christ through my own actions and deeds, fueled not out of personal gain or the desire for personal acknowledgment, but because of my faith in Christ Jesus, and His commandment to love both God and my neighbor.

The Difference

I acknowledge the necessity, as believers in Christ, to not follow civil laws when they prohibit the full expression of our faith. As the early martyrs of the faith under the Roman Empire are prime examples, at times believers must refuse to follow civil laws, especially when those laws contradict the laws of our Kingdom, which is the Kingdom of God. however, in respect to Roe vs. Wade, the solution is simple. This is not a law that needs to be “broken.” One needs only to not have an abortion. In respect to the marriage, or civil union, of homosexuals, a church simply needs to refuse to do a ceremony. Sadly, churches like The Episcopal Church in the United States have decided to become a “civil” and “progressive” church in regards to the union of homosexuals. however, sad as this is, churches need simply not perform such ceremony. Further, if the civil government does however try and force a church or churches to perform ceremonies for homosexual couples, than civil disobedience is permissible. Likewise, if Christian medical facilities are ordered to perform abortions, civil disobedience is also permissible. However, one must be careful when determining when civil disobedience is permissible – Only when one’s faith is challenged and only when one would be forced to disobey God’s commandments and Word is civil disobedience permissible. For example, setting an abortion clinic on fire is not permissible. Likewise, rallying at a funeral to protest “fags,” though not civil disobedience, is totally abhorrent and contrary to the Word and commandments of God.

Further, Christ did not protest, either against the government nor against governmental policies. In fact, Christ’s only outburst were against the religious leaders of His people, the children of Israel. Furthermore, the early Christians did not march, protest, or rally – though faced with the ultimate persecution, they met in secret, loved their neighbors, took care of each other (Acts 4:32-34) and when faced with martyrdom, tradition tells us that they met God their Father with smiles on their faces. Christ did not politicize his message, neither did the early church. Instead, Christ taught the Kingdom of God, Christ walked the Kingdom of God, and Christ performed the Kingdom of God. Likewise, though not perfect, so did the early Church. The Church did not become political until it, Herself, became legal. This ultimately led to good things – such as the Nicene Creed, councils and the like, but also evil things, such as forced conversions, murders, pillaging, wars, division, witch hunts, persecutions against Jews and other dissenters, and more. today we are faced with a moral dilemma, how do we change the world?

The answer is simple, we cannot. Only God can change the heart of man, see Moses and the Pharoah. All we can do is follow the commandments of Christ – Love God with all your heart, soul and strength; and love your neighbor as yourself. We must pray, not just daily, but constantly. We must love and give hope to those who are both brothers and sisters in Christ, but also to the lost, for just like Christ came to the world for us, he came for the lost as well. We must not condemn and judge, for as Christ said, he without sin cast the first stone. for we all are sinners, we have all broken the commandments of God, however, as mentioned, we have the wonderful gift of redemption through Christ. Furthermore, we cannot depend on any nation, civil government, or institution, we must depend on God alone. To depend on anything other than God is bordering on idolatry, for to depend on something can cause one to serve it, and as believers, we cannot serve two masters.

Christ told us to both love our enemies as well as to render unto Caesar what is Caesar’s. This includes taxes, and giving honor where honor is due. Furthermore, the Epistles tell us to pray for those in authority over us, both in civil government and spiritual authority. I am not against public declarations of faith, nor am I against the Church demonstrating Her faith through public means. However, I do not believe public protests are Biblical or godly. Please, bare in mind this is a personal opinion, not a judgment… I just do not see Christ involved in a public protest towards an institution of the world. Against religious leaders leading the children of God astray, or against those using religion for their own personal gain, yes, but against worldly institutions, nations, governments and laws… no. In fact, Christ Himself submitted to the worldly authority of the Roman Empire, yes so that the Scripture might be fulfilled, but remember, Christ Himself is the only one without sin, it is His example that we must follow as believers in him. Christ’s concern was not with the worldly leaders and powers, but with both the spiritual corruption and false religion of His day. Therefore, I believe we must have the same concern.

We cannot expect the world to do anything less or more than act like the world. The world is fallen, and no matter if the leader of a nation is a believer or not, the world, and therefore that nation, is fallen, and will act accordingly. The early Christians understood this, and by understanding this, they were both free in God to worship Him as well as give up their lives for Him. Not by marching or protesting, not by sending letter an mass to the Roman Emperors and governors, but by celebrating Christ’s death, resurrection and ascension everyday, by meeting and engaging in fellowship with one another, by praying for those in authority over them, and by living the Christian example of love and sacrifice. Granted, early Church fathers wrote Rome in defense of Christianity, but that was it

I heard long ago from my father, Bishop John Holloway, that one of the worst things you can do is do something to cause your brother to fall, or even worse, to drive away the lost from the truth and love of God. Sadly, in today’s world, the Church can be seen as doing just that through Her protests and rallies, Her growing interest in the political realm, and Her eagerness to judge rather than love. One might say that we need to take a stand, I agree, but to stand in judgment against a nation, or nations, when we fail to see the log in our own eye is extremely dangerous. Am I appalled at what goes on in the world, yes, however, as I have written before, I am not surprised, nor even disappointing. Yet, I will continue to pray and ask God to reveal His love and truth to the entire world, and I pray he will use me.

Lastly, I know I have failed concerning the majority, if not all, of the above mentioned articles and treatises. Like whoever reads this, I am far from perfect, a sinner, a fallen man. Again, however, I am thankful that God the Father, before the foundations of this world, saw fit to send His Son, Jesus Christ to be sacrificed for my sins, and for the sins of the whole world. This is my stance.

Pax Christi, on the Feast of St. Bibiana, Virgin and Martyr under Julian the Apostate,

JZ Holloway
Providence, RI
December 2, 2009

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More Thoughts – The Manhattan Declaration

Posted by jzholloway on December 1, 2009

Here are some more thoughts on the Manhattan Declaration issue. Before reading, please read my initial post: The “Providence” Declaration – A Response to the Manhattan Declaration.

To me, it seems that the core issue here is laws that the United States have in place that do not agree with Christian doctrine, and that may need to be broken to walk properly in the Christian faith. For the individual church or denomination, Christian hospital, Christian doctor or pharmacist, pastor, etc, this may come into play, however, it should not. When it does, I agree, these institutions/people should hold their ground. However, for the everyday person, the course is simple. Simply, do not have an abortion. If you are a Christian, and you “feel” you are a homosexual, a) do not engage in homosexual behavior, and b) do not engage yourself in a homosexual union. Concerning religious freedom, again, simple… respect one another’s beliefs, all the while strive to show and share Christ’s love with one another, regardless of religion, creed or race.

While thinking, and as my blog name implies, often thinking nothing, I came across, in my mind, a startling truth – Abortion and Homosexuality are not the only immoral acts the government and laws of the United States protects… they even encourage some very ungodly/sinful behavior.

1) War/Murder
– As a believer, revenge and vengeance is the Lord’s, not man’s
2) Gluttony
– Though getting “better,” people are allowed to eat whatever they want and as much as they want… and yes, Christians partake in this freedom very often -> see Thanksgiving
3) Debt/Surety for one’s neighbor
– One only has to look at the current economic crisis. Also, one must take a vow/oath when entering the military, government office, etc. Contract disputes account for a huge amount of court cases a year
5) Pride
– Patriotism is the first and foremost, as well as nationalism. Are you an American first, or a citizen of the Kingdom of God?
6) Drunkenness
– Just do not get caugh behind the wheel… or peeing in an alleyway :)
7) Lewdness
– Free Speech
8 ) Rebellion
– Revolutionary War -> we even celebrate it
9) Dependence on man rather than God
– Welfare, Medicaid, Medicare, insurance, food stamps…
10) Uncleanness/Unhealthiness
– Gluttony, smoking (yes I am guilty), drunkenness
11) Sexual Immorality
– Beyond homosexuality -> Fornication, promiscuity, adultery (only applicable in divorce proceedings), pornography -> promoted by television, books, radio, music, magazines, etc… allowed by the government
12) Divorce
– One can get divorced for whatever reason
13) Undisciplined Children
– DFACS
13) Covetousness
– Again, just watch television
14) Idolatry
– Nationalism, celebrities, money/capitalism
15) Not being “fruitful and multiplying”
– Birth control
16) Not being faithful stewards of the Earth
– Pollution, energy waste…

These are only a few, and beyond this, why are we not talking about these things: Murder, Rape, Theft, etc. Yes, there are laws against such things and more, but people, everyday, including Christians, commit these crimes.

Am I thankful that I live in the United States? Yes I am, however, I am not dependent on this nation, I am dependent on God. I am a citizen of the Kingdom of God first, and thankfully the Kingdom is not a democracy, but a theocracy head by Christ Himself. I am neither conservative or liberal, Republican or Democrat… I do not even particularly like democracy. What I am is a believer.

JZ Holloway

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The “Providence” Declaration – A Response to the Manhattan Declaration

Posted by jzholloway on December 1, 2009

Recently, I have come under “fire” for my statement regarding not becoming a fan of (on Facebook), or not supporting the Manhattan Declaration. First, let me say that I am not really against it, however, I am not totally for it, and therefore cannot, and will not, become a “fan” of it, sign it, or support it, and here is why.

To begin, three things, I am pro-life, I do not support homosexual marriage within the Church, and I do believe in one’s right to believe in and practice what ever religious views they want. I believe in these things, not because a government, in this case the United States, tells me to, or because a religious leader – whether they be the Pope, a bishop, pastor, rabbi, imam, monk, etc – tells me to. Rather, I believe in these things because of what I believe is the Word of God, the Bible, tells me in writing. Do I believe a declaration of sorts affirming these things is wrong, no. Do I believe it is useless, no, however, I do believe it is useless to continue to make statements toward a worldly government, and governments, concerning moral issues rather than strike the root of the problem, which is the brokenness of individuals, the fallen nature of mankind. I personally do not believe a written, or spoken, declaration will change the heart of man. I will grant, it is important to declare what one believes, as well as what “we” believe, to the world and her institutions, however, in my opinion, to do so in a political arena is a waste of time. Unlike what the declaration says, I do not believe all men and women are created equal, I do not believe the world equalizes man. This is evident throughout history. Only the Father, through Christ, is the equalizer – i.e. you are no longer slave nor free, etc. To declare that all men are equal is to base that belief, not on the Bible, but a contract document of a worldly government, in this case, the Declaration of Independence. Personally, I take no spiritual food from this, or any other such document, only the Bible and the fathers of the Church from the beginning to the present. Also evident throughout history is the irrelevance, due to the politicization of Christianity from the time of Constantine the Great, that the Church faces in regards to morality as a whole. Granted, there have been times throughout the history of the Church and the world where the prophets and apostles of the faith have been able to redeem, challenge, and heal nations and governments, however, these are few and far between. Again, should the Church declare with one voice the Truth, yes, however, to me, this should be declared to the people, both the lost and the saved.

In regards to abortion, yes, I am abhorred by the daily death tolls. However, I do not see this country (United States) changing her ways. Is this because I believe that the country cannot? No, it is because I see this country, and every other one as St. Paul did, ruled by forces, powers, principalities, etc of the spiritual realm. My battle, and our battle, is not against flesh and blood… i.e. governments, laws, but the spiritual forces which influence these. How then can we stop abortions? For me, the answer does not lay with getting laws changed or getting restrictions put in place, but in loving our neighbor as Christ has loved us. It is by speaking the truth, yes, yet, we must go further than that, we must go to the people. We must go to both the women and men who find themselves in these situations, we must love, show compassion, and most importantly, offer hope, just as Christ did. Christ should not only flow through us, and show through us, but should work through us. Speeches, rallies, marches are all well and good, and yes, they are intimidating and make people uncomfortable, but Christ never strove to intimidate or make anyone uncomfortable, he strove to show the love of the Father. He did this by seeking people out and by allowing Himself to be seen. Christ always seeks out the lost, the heart broken, the troubled, etc. Instead of working in Washington D.C., we must work, even harder than we do there, in our own neighborhoods, our own streets, even at times within our own house. If people in our own churches are having abortions, why would anyone listen to us to begin with. Laws will not stop abortion, that is also evident from the beginning of time. From the early Persians, Greek, Romans, Asians, Native Americans to the modern man, laws have not stopped abortions, and they never will. Only the love of God can stop these murders.

Marriage has existed before Judaism, Christianity, and Islam. It has existed in every culture since the beginning. All though most major and minor religions have “sacramentalized” marriage, marriage has gone beyond a religious institution. First, I am against the Church blessing same-sex unions as anything, however, again, worldly powers may, and will, do what ever they wish. Again, our struggle is not against flesh and blood, governments or laws, but against those spiritual forces behind them. How can we expect fallen man to behave any differently, unless of course fallen man is redeemed by Christ. As noted before, the United States declares all men are created equal – therefore, whether you are heterosexual, homosexual, or somewhere in between, you are created equal, with equal rights, freedoms and liberties. Because of this, how can we not expect this country, or any other that values the same sort of beliefs that this country does, to allow homosexual couples to have the same rights and benefits as heterosexual couples. To expect anything less, to me, is foolish. This country was not founded as a “Christian” nation, but as the first nation of the Enlightenment. Having a “morality,” yes, but not a godly one, but one of the world. In other words, having a morality that appeared and appears to be “righteous,” but truly having those same spiritual forces we have all come to love behind it. Does it bother me that homosexual couples could have or have the same benefits and rights as my wife and I, no. What does bother me is that some Christian denominations have given in to the progressive, post modern culture and have begun blessing them. Tol me, the fight is not begin with the government at all, or its laws, but within the very bowels of our own religious institutions.

Concerning religious freedom, again, I am all for it. However, we must be careful to ensure that this is not just a “Christian” thing, but a truly religious statement. Whether someone is a Christian, Jew, Muslim, Buddhist, Taoist, etc, we must ensure that these people are free to worship. Again, however, this is a personal choice, not one dependent on the government. To be free to believe what one desires does not mean one is free from persecution, it means one has free will, believes, and accepts what ever is coming, whether that be open worship free from harm, or martyrdom. We, as believers in Christ, are free in Him, not because the world tells us we are, but because we willingly sacrifice ourselves – our lives, to worship and honor him, as well as spread His Truth, Gospel, and Love throughout our neighborhoods, cities, states, nation, and the world. To be free means we must accept the fact that not only will everyone not believe the way we do… even to the extent that they will not be saved, but also that the nation we live in might not always, if ever, accept us, and quite possibly may persecute us or even kill us.

We cannot become dependent on a nation to be the moral compass in our lives or in the world. There is no morality in the world, therefore there is no morality in any nation. Morality, truth and love come only from the Kingdom of God. We must not be surprised, or even outraged, when the nations of this world pass laws or speak against the commandments of God. We also cannot be ignorant of the fact that we are in constant warfare, however, we must remember that the warfare is not against flesh and blood – it is not against President Obama, his administration, congress, governors, state legislatures – but rather against those “Princes of Persia” – or the United States. Only God can win this war for us, we, in and of ourselves, face an impossibility, even worse so than the United States may face in Iraq or Afghanistan. My answer is first, pray and love. We must “clean” up our own house, spread the Gospel. We must, in my opinion, stop focusing on the politics, the laws, etc… we must live the way we are taught to live. We cannot depend on this nation, or any other nation, only on the Kingdom of God and Her King, Christ Jesus.

JZ Holloway

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Apology & Explanation

Posted by jzholloway on November 5, 2009

Hello all, I recently posted this reply, explanation and apology on CEChealing

First of all… for anyone who felt like I was trying to be malicious towards the CEC, I wish to apologize and ask for forgiveness. That was never my intention, and I am still a faithful and loyal member of the CEC, attending Lifepath Church in New Port, RI.

I would like to address some things to therestofthestorynow…

Yes, in the beginning, my family was given money – enough to virtually to cover everything. For reasons of which I am sure are genuine, that amount continued for about a year I believe, and has gradually decreased… going to sometime next year… I am not sure if it is January or not, to zero. While the amount that was given was enough to cover the mortgage and all the other bills, including medicine and special needs for my dad, yes, the mortgage was being paid… in fact, it was up until June of this year, when one of the cuts in the amount happened, my mother was able to pay the mortgage, since then it has not been possible. Second, I do not expect “unlimited” finances for life, and I, nor my family, ever have. All my mother has wanted is a roof over her head, food on the table, and the finds to get her (she had stage 4 lymphoma the year before the stroke) and dad’s medicine.

I am not upset over my dad’s illness, in fact, in ways, as God always does, it has not been a “blessing,” but it has not been a curse either. For the finances before, ask the 150 people who received two bags of groceries a week every Wednesday at noon, my dad gave everything that he was and had for those in need, even at the expense of everything else. Acts 4:32-37 should be a good reference point.

About the CEC not letting my parents lose the home, I was under the same impression, by direct source. I do not know what has happened since August, I no longer live in Georgia, and I was just as shocked by my mother’s announcement on facebook at the beginning of last month as everyone else.

I agree, the mortgage payment, and stipend for food and needed medicine would be great, in fact, that is all I have ever wanted.

Asx his eldest son, I wish I could be in Georgia taking care of him, etc, however, I am in Rhode Island, with my wife and newborn daughter, and I must also provide for them. When I can do something, I will, etc.

Lastly, I am not mad, nor do I wish to cause any strife or anyone’s “justification.” For causing strife and possible misunderstanding, I do ask everyone for forgiveness. Again, I thank everyone for their prayers, love, and support, both within the CEC and without. For more information on the support effort, please visit the following webpage:

http://hollowayfamily.wordpress.com

Thank you all, God Bless,

Saepe Cogitamus,
Jared Holloway

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Housing Update

Posted by jzholloway on October 30, 2009

Update from Jacob and my parents housing situation

Again, thanks to everyone for their support and prayers!
JZ Holloway

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Parents House Update

Posted by jzholloway on October 27, 2009

Please look at this post by my brother on my family’s blog. It contains information about the pending foreclosure, etc. Thanks!

House Update

Also, here is the main link to my family’s blog for more updates and information

The Holloways

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